25 June 2007, I'm really pissed off today. Since last night I've been stormed with all the nags and complains bout' how I actually screwed up my whole life and I'd even not notice how fuck'up Mel felt bout' me. And all the while she had to put up with all the shit she hate bout' me. Little thing I did like even placing a fan by the window to blow in fresh air pissed her off. I can't remember when I gave up all my own rights to her, why do I need her permission to watch Video? Why do I have to take all her nags? I don't know why do I even allow her to do this to me? Something is definately not right with my life. If she hated me so much then why do I still pretend everything is alright?
To start it off, her father is the saint (maybe I should respect the deceased) and mine the evil of all time (to her), her mother the fairy (although abandoned her since she childhood) and mine she call her cheap cheap low life, her brother a bond she have to respect (although once told her off when she wanted to stay in his house for a few weeks when I wasn't around, he told her it is not so convenient) and mine she just call him names, her sisters she envy so much about and mine the unneccessary person... huh... this is how much she hated my family.
Aaah! She just called me from her office and ask me why do I sound unhappy as if she is now another person. Maybe it is already a norm for her to scold me and I shouldn't feel sad. What is all this crab!
Great another unhappy blog! I should stop all this unhappy blog!
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